12時過ぎちゃうよ

2009-11-23T09:16:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since i blogged so.. here i am

Last week went to baobei's sis de bbq, lol had fun there
as long as i am with baobei i will be happy =]
this week we juz spent our time tgt again..

baobei gonna have training.. then next week start attachment!!
oh my i am so so going to cherish our time tgt..
i cant wait for my holiday so i could find her more frequently.!!

i love u my baobei~

thanks for the anni present
and today again, our anniversary! =D
journey that never ends =p

2009-11-02T10:33:00.002+08:00

Waahahaha..
baobei and i have a mission
to save money...
save money, then we can buy thing..
lets hope we can achieve it...

Stupid coding thing, makes her so busy now..
so much OT ...
nvm.. will be supporting baobei
so baobei jiayou!!

LovEs

2009-10-19T20:53:00.003+08:00

This week start, frens back to sch, some even attachment
at least their attachment more fixed then mine
unstable timing -_-'' lols.

hmmm.. school made me unable to meet my dear as often already
but im glad i could spend my weekends with her as always =]
im glad to have her by my side..
like my back de woman haha ( translate in chinese )

haha...
i think im really getting fat..
guess i must do situps again
just hate my tummy when it looks fat..

lols...
hehehe

lalala

2009-10-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

Share with everyone something

LOL i rmb i watched it last time on this show...
since i found it by accident and saw it..
i found it super funny
so here share with everyone

hahaha!! mao mao =x

2009-10-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

Ok, back to school
first week
didnt attend much lessons because i was sick!!
monday, go back do nth SIAN
tuesday i MC
wednesday i was sick 'gong gong' go sch and go home
thursday lessons all canceled
friday i skipped, coz many ppl not going! =x

hmm back to sch, this term only need 1 manual ZZZZ
which means i need buy text books!!
rawr money!!

anyway i got my iphone already...
shiokness..
learn to use it better=]

and i love to spend my time with baobei...
<3 baobei heee

To BaoBei -
i blogged!! so no more monster! i not monster!!
im ur most lovely cute darling =D

2009-09-28T10:44:00.001+08:00

Finish my attachment!!
hmm..
why do i always get sick on the last day
zzzz

nvm, today first day of sch, so have to go
show face..
tonight then see doctor

oh yeah, i gotten back my freedom
gonna have more time for everyone =]

2009-09-23T15:11:00.001+08:00

Happy Anniversary!!
Its been 3 months since we got together..
I will cherish u even more as each day passes..
I've prepared a little little something for you~

guess that u will read this when u open the card i gave u =]

here's it..

Hope u like it =]

2009-09-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. had a 3 day in a row off..
sat , sun , monday

so.. no more offs this week..
spent my days with baobei.. and family..
wasnt really keen to go out because festive season
everywhere also alot of people..
dont like the feeling of squeezing with others..
so we spent most of the time at home.. doing what i forgot..
haha watch tv, play mj.. play com.. SLEEP =x

hmmm... i passed by grade 5 practical...
122 merit..
was quite shocked coz i didnt played well..
was disappointed coz i didnt get distinction..
oh well.. next time must book the exam piano play play ..

update that i gona take grade 7 prac next year..
so this october my grade 5 theory sure pass..
cfm pass de la.. yawns.. juz how well i pass

hmmm..
im planning for something =]
hehehe...

i am loving my baobei deeper and deeper each day
as each day passes, i realize how important she is to me..
love baobei <3

2009-09-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

Been so long since i blogged...
alright so...
2 more weeks left for attachment (exclude this week)
and baobei is starting her SIP next week..

im kinda sad as i'll be meeting her lesser...
hope i got more morning shifts...
so at least can meet her at night..
hope for the best =]

alright so... comex started...
as in that sell IT stuff one..
whatever.. kinda tempted to get a laptop for myself..
but i doubt parents will buy for me... cash tight ...
also feel like getting iphone =x

sad case.. my phone got a huge scratch i dono how!!

hmmm i've been trying to change shift to meet my baobei alot more
this week.. as u know next week she starts her SIP
im afraid we'll be meeting lesser..

well nevertheless..
i have my off days =]
gona spend them with her..
and for my other friends? and family?
after attachment end then find u all =x LOL
heavy colour light fren =x oopS

=]

2009-08-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

Kept on wanting to blog
but kept on forgetting..
dono why today rmb.. so blog lor..

i got not much to blog..
my life is boring..
attachment at banquet now..
not as bad as it ever seems..
maybe D&D (dinner & dance)
will be tough, haven been through that..
hope got more part timers come..
so i will be free from shit..

i feel like going for ice skating, do super stunt =x
dont know why..
anyway monday piano exam..
aiya my scales not good zzzz..
must practice..

5 more weeks.. if exclude this weekend
4 more weeks.. to end of this attachment..
like wow~

first time i receive tips.. zzzz
i feel like not human..
ppl gimme tips i like >.< thank u

felt like shit, cause i never thought i'd needed tips
i've been the one giving all the time
now i am the one reciving them zzzzzz

felt happy, coz i felt that my service provided is being appreciated
$20 shared among 4 people..
don't really know how i shld feel?
happy? for providing good service..
or like beggar..? for like eh thanks thanks zzz
i swear to work hard in life and be rich

money makes the world goes around..
fuck to those cliche people.. fuck u all
not happy press alt+f4
dont come kpkb me.. whatever

wow i fierce eh? scold ppl wtf?
whats gotten into me..
maybe just tired
blurt everything out
never pass by my brain and just type everything out again

sorry to whoever i hurt by saying all these shit..
im just too straightforward
and it will never change.. =/

ahhhh tired!!!
off to eat rice +_+ left over..
but cooked by my lovely mother..
appreciate their efforts..
but please stop kpkbing me
lols i hate nags +_+

this to my baobei..
hope u dont give urself too much stress
ur mp is finishing soon
work hard for the last few days..
stress these last few days
and see the fruit of what u've done
its a kind of pleasure and achievement
i'll try my best to be there for u..
love baobei <3

yawNzZz oink oink

2009-08-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

It has been two months since me and baobei
has gotten together..

she gave me a surprise, the night before our anniversary
i gave her my surprise today...

i liked every surprise she gave me..
i dono how to show how i like it
but i really like it =]

hope she likes the surprise i gave her too =D
hehe..

she's getting stressed..
because we might not be able to meet for 1 week
im getting emo over it too..
but theres no choice.. haiz

i'll try my best to contact her as much as possible
i am so loving her so much..
love baobei..

about her blog post, no comments
only say i respect her decision
and continue loving u

2009-08-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i last blogged..
so here i am... blogging >.<

ok, i was surprise by my cousin
she came back out of a sudden..
i didnt believe it..
shocked, abit happy.. but no time for her, sad for her =x

ok, unofficially today my last day of that stupid restaurant

going to banquet to pay back...
whatever work sucks..
nvm i've got my baobei's motivation...

i am so going to enjoy my time spent with baobei=]
hehE =D

got my results transcript..
didnt fare as well as i expected..

alright off to drawing..

2009-08-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

enough of emoing
waken wide awake
thanks to allan for telling me things
maybe guiding me a little

going to be a more understanding person
trying don be so selfish anymore
and nevertheless
cherishing every moment spent with her.. =]

2009-08-17T11:30:00.002+08:00

Im afraid just afraid..
noone understands me.. never will
its hard to explain..

could only say..
theres already a pain instilled within me
i dont want the same thing to happen to me once again
i might be just thinking too much
but..
say me selfish..
i cannot take another blow

being selfish to others leads to being good to urself..
but why i chose the other way?
being selfish to myself.. and let others enjoy & happy..

dont ask me.. just want people ard me to be happy..
i may be smiling all day long..
but seriously am i happy?
i ask myself .. i dont know..
maybe i think pulling a long face looks scary?
i dont wana look scary...

maybe i see a satisfaction out of people's happiness..
and realize that i can never be really happy..
by realizing i cannot be really happy..
i try to make people around me happy..
is it that hard to achieve true happiness?

i hate work im stressed..
hA|zZz

i've been very depressed recently..
hanging on real tight with all my strength

2009-08-16T17:42:00.004+08:00

In My Opinion

people communicate for a reason
or should i say
a person gets close to another person for a reason

what reason?
seriously, i dont know
if a guy gets close to a girl i'd say like
if a girl gets close to a guy i'd say like too
if a guy gets close to a guy, its normal
if a girl gets close to a girl its normal too!!

so why? why only when opposite gender then its different
because simple reason...
this world must be made of these 2 gender.. DUH
if gays and lesbians dosent exists
this theory will be very right...

i am so emo now...
argh!!! seems like many of her frens 'guys'
are treating her better then how i treat her..
i feel like useless dono how to treat her well

ARGH off to cousin house zzzz

2009-08-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

Met baobei, came to my house and slack...
then i got tired i slept.. lols

aft that i was still too tired, so ...
sadly i didnt send her home =/
sorry baobei for not being able to send u home today ..
i promise that whenever i can be able to i will do my best to..

sent her to mrt, she going home alone =/

suddenly she sms tell me to open my drawer...
to my surprise i saw our photo!!
she printed it out...
i was so touched...
then she told me to flip behind where she wrote some words
which are very touching

i am so happy right now.. so touched and so loving her..
<3 baobei

23.06.09 - the journey that will never end.

2009-08-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

i just love my time spent with baobei.. =]
loving, cherishing all the time...

today very tired...
even baobei say like..
ur eye super red ...
cannot hide le =x tired.. lols
baobei's gona gimme something on saturday
looking forward for it ... =D
its the thoughts that counts ^-^v

side note : john get well soon, don h1n1 best... jialat. >.<

sick & tired of work, the fked up feeling about work is coming back =X
hope this NO PAY attachment faster end!

hehe overall im very happy.. piano exam coming soon need pracitce more!

LovinG BaoBei <3

2009-08-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

I am glad my dear is recovering from her knee injury
although she's very afraid of pain..
lols i can feel the effort shes putting in =]
for many things..

hehe spent my off day with her again today
watched the movie 'up'
hmmm cute movie
but no logic.
just watch it for the sake of cuteness ok?

lols=]

loving my dear

2009-08-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

i think gona have stomach problem soon
suddenly feel abit constipated for these few days ..
haiz sad.. why my tummy owas got problem..

better don sick, sick need pay back the stupid hours
unless h1n1...
haiz why is life so unfair?
pay back my shit la..

must bite through this and complete my diploma
i must complete it!! rawr

2009-08-04T23:16:00.001+08:00

im planning for a big surprise..
i dont have much time ..
i hope it goes well..
because i still dont know whether to do that one thing!
that small minor detail that makes a big difference..

time is a great issue..
SURPRISE =]

2009-08-03T22:40:00.001+08:00

spent 3 days of 'mc'
with vonn and family..
had a great time as always..

my baobei must stop emoing ler...
if u cry i will dry ur tears with love..
never forgetting i will try my best to be there for u..

LovE, tJ

2009-07-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

i think im going to get mc for saturday and maybe even sunday..
reason being -
tomorrow got wedding, i too scared i spoil ppl wedding..
reason - today i change plate i can actually drop it infront of guest.. zzzz
lucky guest no complaint ..
plus i whole body ache like cb
not enough rest i guess..
its body tired
not not enuff sleep lei
juz tired, dono how explain..

then second thing is we leaving soon
everyone picking on us
zzzzzzzz
today good example, kena pick like all pick on me
everything only ask ME to do CB
i not ur fucking slave hor
fuck prp

2009-07-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

I received the present that dear was going to give me
so let the pictures do the talking? =]

i will cherish all my moments with her
not just happy moments, but all of the moments
infact cherishing every moment i spend with her =]
im very touched by what she wrote inside the card
people shall not see =D
weeee

loved

2009-07-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

birthday today
=]

happy happy happy

especially when spending the day with all my loved ones
especially my most beloved evonne =]

hope she stop blaming herself for not able to surprise me
dont be angry don be disappointed
love my dear

once again happy =]

shiawase

2009-07-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today break, me and gavin go out walk walk go outside eat
SICK and TIRED of the stupid food they provide inside

might as well spend money eat outside better...
lols..
then my dear dear dono go where, i worry like wan die
then gavin say, aiya don worry la
aiyo.. well nvm
not so worried after she replied..

but still worried..

I hope the problem could be solved.
I will be there for her.
I love my dear.

2009-07-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today is a happy day..
during my 3-6pm break
lots of people came to find me eh...
ming,hock,john,dj,pc,Staphni,ty
gavin joined us
and most importantly my beloved dear dear =]

met up with them at eh..
marina..
then eh... dono what to eat...
so anyhow go find one what SUKI-YA

so ya ya we ate suki-ya
some shabushabu style buffet thing la...
so keep eating meat related stuff..
the seating didnt allowed us to seat all tgt
so my table had gavin, me and my dear

the rest at another table.. LOL

but still ok la, nearby can talk =x
just talk louder =/

sudenly dj and staphni MIA
they came back with a cake
LOLs
ok la touched okie, but abit paiseh =x

conclusion
thanks to all those who came
and also thank jeremy LOW for calling LOLs

i love my dear alot <3
LovED

2009-07-23T09:15:00.001+08:00

today is me and evonne's 1 month
yay happy 1 month together liao =D

love evonne alot <3

2009-07-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

Today dear come to my house..
then i very happy..
She wake up like 630am
omg lor, i wake up like 9am LOL =x
oops

then it was raining heavily
so i was thinking of how she could come
finally rain was drizzling..
so went to eunos with big big umbrella =x loLs

eat lunch , how i know my mama cooked curry!!
she cannot eat spicy,
so lucky my mama cook fish soup for her to eat
hahahahaha

today is a super happy day
i love my baobei
loLs

sadly she having gastric now , hope she don pain pain
pain shoooooo far far away..

2009-07-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

i cant fuking go to sleep
feels like insomnia AHHH!!!!

fuck my life

2009-07-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

LG - Life's Good?
my ass.. pui..

why dosen't anyone fucking understand me?
really NOONE not even my family zzzzzzzz
why do i have to be the one taking all the shit?
how long can i take all these shit?
EXPERIMENT
Try lifting ur chair ur seating on now,
let's see how long u can take it?
fuck man..
life sucks..

Putting a fake smile to look ok
venting my fustrations on the blog
people would be going to ask me EH WHAT HAPPEN
so please do not ask me..
im more vexed then enough..

Blast music.. scream till noone can hear
noone know what its like to be like me..
im on the edge of breaking down..

fucked up..
dont ask me why
i myself dont know why
so..

fuck it zzzzzzzzzz

2009-07-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

Falling deeply in love...
cherishing every minute i spend with her...
thinking of her when almost every minute...
even during work...
i seriously hope we will last forever...

aishiteru vonn =]

2009-07-14T23:26:00.003+08:00

today had a half day, coz this saturday got wedding need work extra 1 hour zzzzz
then its my bro bdae, sadly cannot celebrate with him...
stupid attachment, faster end!!!

then our shatec mentors came down to chat with us
full of crap la they cant help us in anyway
juz gotta bear through this 13 weeks..
enough of whining..
bite on a piece of wood and walk through it.. sadly.

baobei came to find me, she had to wait for me.. sorry baobei..
went to orchard walk walk...
eat shukudo, been longing to eat that for very long time...
finally eat it!!! wahahaha =x

had a fun day, as long as with my baobei everyday will be lovely =]

wahahaha

side note : i wana try and play 'all of me' by jon schmidt
if i can play it i super happy.. nice song =D

2009-07-12T23:14:00.002+08:00

sunday's lunch is a killer.. work like one bloody bull...
then at night okok lor... go carry heavy stuff =.=

haizz haizz
fuck that person hor his name HEXER.
cheebye.. his whole family die..
anyone who know him, just fuck his mother die..
swear his whole family die

2009-07-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

hehe today go find vonn and meet her jie at raffles link for lunch
lol her jie look like 'boa' lors...

haha aft that go my house slack awhile
then dear had to go to school
so we went to tp...
she go meet her lecturer?
then i sian so i called 'ivor'

lols ivor pc and ty there lor...
they like damn anxious to see vonn =.= i dono why
then ty keep disturb... whatever...

lols...
had a very good day with dear =]

shiawase

2009-07-07T09:27:00.002+08:00

so happy that vonn came to look for me during my break =]
not going into details what we did...
secret ok .. hehehe

woke up this morning, she fell sick
hope she get well soon =]

2009-07-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

why does life suck so much?

some people say lifes good lifes great

yea my ass, come suck my ass.. FOAD

ccb, life sucks to max..
unless u are bloody rich ...

conclusion be rich or dont live in this fucked up world...

working at PRP SUCKS, worst thing ever
i never ever imagined i would ever do this kind of work....

no pay... haiz ...
father say. "this is life".. i oso LL suck thumb liao...

haiz haiz haiz

one day people around me will leave me 1 by 1
i will be dam fucking sad if that happens
feel like super fucked up all of a sudden =.=

2009-07-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

why like everyone first time see me think i very cute
2nd time see me think i smile very ( se mi mi )
and some even say i look like very cool prince wtf?!?

these all what ppl tell me, when i working in the restaurant...
so what say so much.. i still do the work!!
ok la but quite happy ppl say i handsome =]

i dono why i feel like spamming metal into my head
i mean metal song.......
i wana scream like them...
to relax ......
life is terrible........
i hate it........
13 weeks faster passs........
this is a torture.......
to my soul.......
haizzzzzz.........

i miss my friends and my loved ones especially..

rawr

2009-07-01T08:54:00.002+08:00

start the stupid 'attachment' 13 weeks
first 5 weeks at pearl river palace
seems so coool and all right?
tough job especially when ure not paid, no motivation zzzz

1 day off , they choose anyday... and the rest have to work!!!
so for me this week wednesday off, rest have to work?
next week change again... zzzzzz

everyday work 12pm-10pm
stupid split shift ...
make me no time for friends and family and everyoneelse i love

rawr.... hope this 5 weeks faster change
i hate this place, lucky today off i having muscle ache all over

life sucks alot at times... up and DOWNS

2009-06-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

21 things girls don't realize
1) Guys may be flirting around all
day, BUT before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl
they truly care about .
2) Guys are more emotional than you
think, if they loved you at one
point, it'll take them a lot longer
then you think to let you go, and
it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the
only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is
far from what you are thinking. And
he'll assume he did something wrong
and he'll obsess about it trying to
figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his
problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to
give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE
THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to
describe girls. They rarely use
beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy
uses that, he loves you or likes
you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in
front of the girl, he will think
about it for the next couple days
or until the next time he spends
time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and
laid back, he's probably faking it
and he is really thinking about
something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy
about the girl, he really is .
13)When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to
me"
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen
that often, so when it does, you
know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing
but somehow are drawn even more to
them
17) A guy would give the world to be
able to read a girl's mind for a
day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems
on his own.
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND
HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE
REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE
WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago
and he loved you he PROBABLY still
does and if he had one wish it
would be you to come back into his
life

2009-06-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of my 13 weeks attachment
lots of shit is going to come.. must tolerate!!

im quite sad
i have lesser time to spend with my friends , family and especially her..

ewwww i hope my schedule not so tight tight one

all the best for me =]

hehehe 13 weeks faster end!

2009-06-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

Went out with vonn today hmmm.... went to watch movie.
i booked tickets online last night *worrying i might not buy it today*

haha, ok the movie was *thread of destiny*
hmmm... overall i rate 2.5/5 stars
hmmmmmm...... i dono what to say about this movie
very cliche of what a jap life would be..

i was uterly dissapointed by the ending it was...... =.=

had icecream and bubble tea... haha power eh?
we sorta like skipped dinner.. so kinda hungry now!!

got to eat something. and gain some fats? =D
and after that i will not be fat.. sadly =x

woooHooo=D!

2009-06-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

Woooooo dam happy for some reason hehe
find out urself if u wana know why...

anyway done my referral today
it was totally different from the last paper i took
totally crap, none of us could understand
all praying to pass!!

after referral
i went to simei find vonn have dinner lol
then walk walk then go home =]
oh then i go auntie house... they went overseas
so need help start the car engine, else battery die sad...

sibeh song ah, start the audi tt =D wah wah wah...
sadly cannot drive la... ewwwww...

shiawase de feeling =D

2009-06-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

Firstly, happy father's day.

Oh... went out to bugis National Library to 'study'...
yeah with gavin lynn and GILBERT.

lols gilbert power, alot of tips from him...
to think the paper was 2 terms back ...
okie must study..

go suntec eat what sundanese food...
with family duh...
not bad eh..

went carefour walk walk.... buy mango juice..
then while waiting to pay money, got 1 IDIOT fucker step on my leg
and juz walk away like his mother die nothing happen
i say fuck u cb, he never seem to heard..
so i conclude.. his mother die bodoh.. kena aids

oops !!! violent post

2009-06-21T08:53:00.004+08:00

Emo..

Yesterday was bro's gf's bdae
in other words
lynette's birthday

lols lao cha bor liao =x
OOPS

went lunch eh... my mother shoot me say i loner noone share food with me
zzzzzzzzz
then after that ask me share with her... WTF? i shoot her back.. =D

at night went out find shawn and his gf... then its like
2 couples and 1 huge lightbulb

suddenly shawn say .... " eh u very kelian "
then they started holding my hand ....
really making me look dam pathetic -__-

what a day... LONER

2009-06-21T01:41:00.001+08:00

just another song sharing session

Travel to the moon
kimi wa nemuri yume wo toku
dare mo inai hoshi no hikari ayatsurinagara
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Travel to the moon
You're sleeping, solving a dream
while the light of the deserted star pulls the [puppet strings]

tsuyoku naru tame wasureta egao
kitto futari nara torimodosu
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I forgot to smile in order to be strong
I'm sure that if we're together, I can get it back

* kidzuite
I'm here waiting for you
ima to wa chigau mirai ga attemo
I'm here waiting for you
sakebitsudzukete
kitto kokoro wa tsunagu ito wo tagutteru
ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni
no need to cry
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Realize that
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
continuing to shout
Surely my heart is reeling in the string that connects us
No need to cry
in order to wake me up that time

Travel in silence
te wo nobaseba fureru noni
kimi wa tooi
sore wa omoide no naka no koto
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Travel in silence
When I stretch my hand out, I feel you, but
You're far away
It's within my memories

koe ga kikoeru me wo tojireba
chiisana itami sae itoshikute
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
When I close my eyes, I can hear your voice
Even the small ache is dear to me

mitsumete
I'm here waiting for you
kaze ni fukare hitori mayottemo
I'm here waiting for you
sora wo miagete
zutto kokoro wa te wo hirogete mamotteru
ano koro no kimi ga furikaeru made
no need to cry
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if I'm lost all alone with the wind blowing on me
I'm here waiting for you
My heart is protecting you all the time, my hands spread out
no need to cry
until you former self turns back

(Feel something　Feel nothing
Listen closely　Listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me　Where it's quiet
Listen closely　Listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

* repeat

credits to corichan.com
for the lyrics
loving this song

2009-06-19T09:10:00.001+08:00

kinda worried..
woke up kinda early
vonn also wake up early like wow. earlier

but no reply leh, hopefully gone to sleep for more rest

2009-06-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

Ok today last paper
soso la. some really dono
all the italian wine stuff i die... others can =D

after paper wait for yumin and her bf, went to PS together lols
met with evonne after that... went to buy tickets =D!
watched 'Ghost of gf's past'
had mac donalds for lunch... lols
wah wah dam happy eh
sent her home after which lols....
must tickle her more.. always tickle me instead of i tickle her eh
fun day man, wooooo

lovely

2009-06-17T20:55:00.001+08:00

Study untill.....
headache loL!
at least is something i understand phew...
juz need alot alot alot of memory work!!!

la romanee conti -- one of world's more expensive wine!! loLs

rawrrrrr
study

2009-06-16T09:56:00.001+08:00

shine after rain?
my school thing like sort of settle..

ahhh feel relaxed

2009-06-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

had a chat with ming's bro
im not feeling the worst
he's feeling worst then me

well what he said dam true man
cannot take care of urself why go take care other ppl

life sucks
life aint great

need some metal songs to chill
shakes head with metal!!! RAWRRRRR

2009-06-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

Fuck man, stop giving me attitude
whoever whatever
stop it
cant fucking take it
FOAD
DULAN

2009-06-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

jinsei wa hontoni kanashi ne

tsumaranai

sei lo

2009-06-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

fucking hate my school
full of shit
ccb.
what host teacher? useless teacher la fuck
they teach us to be so bloody 'good' to almost everyone

so naturally as students we expect everyone in school INCLUDING admins
to be like that right?

how did that bitch show attitude to me?
fuck her whole family die.

then now what? fuck all of them die
i curse all of them die
hope they kena aids all die
best all die serious die DIE JUST DIE
fucking die

useless scums wonder why they live and bring DISHARMONY to us

bitch xingxing, what a name u gorilla
hope u die of aids

2009-06-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

suddenly miss kenndra alot
jie jie =.=
i so long never say 'jie jie' already lor
i miss the tune she makes
'dididididididiididididi'
lols.....

why i sound as if i got terminal disease, jk la
don have -_- don anyhow...

juz miss u

2009-06-11T18:16:00.001+08:00

Why is today such a bad day?
full of crap.....
seriously
my school isnt as good as anyone thinks
it sucks to quite core

my sch teaches us how to be dam good to people
but the fact is so what even if i treat ppl well?
the ADMINS in the school
shows us attitude.
juz because i need to pay money for referal exam
i delay payment coz busy
they don let me take _|_
FUCKING CHEEBYE LA

and lastly i saw something i SHOULDNT HAVE SEEN
I dono how i should really feel now
i wana die
DIE
DIE DIE DIE DIE

life really sucks

jinsei wa kanashi ne

2009-06-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

Passed....
as in i got my license already...

today drived from home to fetch my father, and back home again..
wah wah
ubi road really fucked up?
and my bro said its light traffic already...
overall not too bad...
juz need practice safety LOL
i check and turn together ... i too pro liao.. lOL

2009-06-06T22:33:00.001+08:00

Yesterday 5th june went out with evonne
quite fun... happy =]
need i explain more? fun ok. FUN, happy, cute...
the movie was cute...

but now.. dono why
suddenly i feel so
stagnant
emo
haiz
WHY?

i dono why can anybody tell me why..
nandakore, wakarimasen.....
this feeling sucks
i feel lost...
i lost my sense of direction

SUDDENLY i found this phrase very interesting...

Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if I'm lost all alone with the wind blowing on me
I'm here waiting for you
My heart is protecting you all the time, my hands spread out
no need to cry
until you former self turns back

2009-05-30T19:01:00.001+08:00

Wooo WOoo WOooo!!!! i got the pictures for my that theme party thing.. hahahaha

2009-05-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

WHat a tiring day, THEME PARTY
I'd say the starting plannings was not fun lots of quarrel
within the class

Later part like last week of plannin was so much better

Ok today theme party, setup part was great.. everyone did a great job
Cept some ppl whatever.. nvm

Event went smoothly.. will update pictures man... =D!

Ending part sucks, got 1 guy kpkb like as if he do alot of things like that...
as if other ppl never do anything at all... kpkb shit him la fuck
kpkb knn cccb WTF
bth omg..

well everyting is over forget it..
just wait for my next post
RAWR

2009-05-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt living in this world
is super
STAGNANT
loLs

Stagnant

2009-05-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

LOL
facebook some primary sch fren of mine
i seriously don remember who
i only remember a few..LOL
someone tagged a class photo of primary school
so so.. young -_- and nerd... eeeee

LOL
bwg..

m-flo , let go

2009-05-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

friday meet ming staphni go out
saturday meet ming john dj pc ziyi ty niam hao go out

lols power eh
no mood tml got test
sian ah sian ah!!

taiyong is the professional ghost story teller LOL

2009-05-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

why can life never be in peace, lols
stupid sch
stupid mates
idiot people
dumb fuckers
curse all of them die...
oops abit violent..
everyone will be telling me this
hey relax relax, what happened?

crap la just curse them die can? CB _|_

Sentosa

2009-04-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

walao a, super super sun burn....
omg omg omg
pain pain pain
suge itai
hontoni itai

i really know the meaning of pain
the meaning of uncomfortable
my whole body red like someone just kena tortured
i feel so hot
i feel uncomfortable

but it was average quite fun la....

i hate sunburn thats it
haiz

I hate being sIcK

2009-04-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

fucking sick, i hate it... getting better
falling sick SUCKS
especially eating anti biotics
omg ur mouth can feel the anti biotics in ur mouth
fuck man i dono how explain the feeling
ur saliva tastes of the medicine la...

anyway share new songs =D

wooo i love emi..

amuro namie

Common Sense Lesson

2009-04-06T18:08:00.000+08:00

Let me, Mr,JuN share my experience on COMMON SENSE

when someone keeps giving u reasons for not lending u this or whatever
pls don be so thicked skin and keep asking.. its obvious the person is trying to avoid you..
BECAUSE

- U are a nuisance
- U cant take care of the thing
- U too yaya liao la CB fuck off

so sometimes u just need to get this right man
use ur bloody common sense to SENSE what ppl is doing
don be so thick skin and keep asking

walan a, today see true colour of a person
DAMN, cant even take care.. wonder how he pass
dam sucks la, other ppl things wan anyhow abuse
just because NOT ur thing, u wana anyhow abuse
imagine if it was urs, will u heart pain? (DUH)
aiyo... haiyo sad la these ppl...

gavin must learn to be more MEAN AND fuck ppl off man..

FUCK THEM OFF =D!

2009-03-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

Exams has finally ended!!!
so relaxed....
after exam gavin drove me to kathib mrt >.< on the way ma lol=]

met dj for lunch, and angel later on...
bought a wrist accesory, nice eh? cool
bought facial stuff, cleanser? rose water? sunblock?
went to muji buy tibits and milk tea! loL
spent alot of money ah... like $80 in total today...

aft that the both of them shop like omg... i bwg
nvm finally take bus go back dj house.. his mother cooked
so we ate lor, ming came over too, had dinner...
wha!! PIG trotter vinegar? ( ZHU JIAO CHUU )
as good as my mother cook one... omg lols

loving it, going club tml!!! also happy birthday kris

last note is dj go cambodia, have fun and bon voyage =D

pEacE

2009-03-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my last paper... study study hahaha..
finally have a short short holiday.. this term sucks like mad
seriously pray don fail any subjects man...

cant wait for party hahaha woooo Ohx3

2009-03-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

Love this song even more loLs
All thanks to ming ming tell me =]

BOOM CLAP BOOM BOOM BOOM CLAP!!!
m-flo song like quite alot nice one

2009-03-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Suddenly this morning i woke up with a runny nose...
the feeling sucks
everytime i sneeze my lung hurts
i hate runny nose

DAMN!!!!
i feel so sick now
exams are next week!!!

cant wait for exams to be over...

looking forward to shawn's bdae party!!
and also KRIS dxo bdae party LOl finaly legal..

I MISS my free days... should really appreciate my holidays man..

2009-03-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Ohhhh i got a new phone
W980 ... hahaha
love it man

anyway suprisingly kris sms me last night..
wah she come back sg already i just knew it..
lOL.. her bdae next friday? 28 march
ask me go dxo club...
zhun zhun is last day of my exam hahaha..
see how a

PROJECTS STRESS AH > SUCKS

See the true colours of people

2009-02-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

Lol.. at the slip of my mouth , i made 2 people fight... sorry for that
i didnt meant that.. my intention was just to let the person know
what the hell is going on and pre-caution.

fucking hell .. now i see the people in class like cheebye monkey...
not their problem wana kpkb... like their mother die, its their problem.

fucking cheebye fuck them.. esp that fat one i swear he gona suffer....
watch out u fat bastard.

others ? 3 words for u all .. fuck off losers
dont act humble infront of me , NONE of u are better in any sense _|_
go and suck ur own dick and call it PAPA _|_ LOSERS

to hell with losers

2009-02-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Quite happy , i passed final theory test liao , 6 mins..
left with prac lessons and book tp ( which i have not booked )

FINALLY i received my first sem , second term results...
was disappointed. i got a GPA of 2.91...
i was actually expecting a 3 at least....
did not improve much.. juz that i did well for all core modules
and did like shit for non core.. as always _|_

OK JOHN BDAY...
went for dinner , then slack slack walk walk... paiseh
cannot join for drinks , i think they drinking now bah..
LOL

off to sleep tml got tr at 9am AHHH

pEacE

2009-02-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm After so long of not blogging , i finally got some energy to blog... LOL

Updates?...
Valentines day 14 Feburary 2009

Went to school as usual , was boring shit tr.

Lesson ended at 2.10 he let us go LATE.... zzzz
Went to kallang for my hair cut as the "ballshit" said my hair was too long.( Behind )

Ok , so i met Staphni at eunos then walk to my home >.<
i seriously hope you could get over him soon la ...
he not good one LOL john better hor
u know we know
Find us when u have problems man.

Ok so i bathe liao then wah, my brother's frens all came , then my fren all came.
Its like so many people at my place. lols fun
After dinner, we played "circle of death"
We drank vodka Haha , many ppl went red..
(PICTURES can be found at Staphni's BLOG)
After that we went to shisha , found douglas and hocker there.
Later so ard 1130 they left , which i stayed behind to accompany SHAWN.
Ok abit gay , 2 guys only.. but nvm we got alot thing to talk LOL..

Sunday DID nothing , damn bored. cant think of what new handphone i want to change to. next week changing plan to student plan.

pEacE

Yawnz

2009-02-06T20:28:00.001+08:00

i think my blog got invaded LOL
i have no more freedom in this link...

FRIENDS pls msn me for my new link lols =D

For Guy's Refrence ( Valentines )

2009-02-02T21:33:00.001+08:00

Since Valentines day is coming near...
For whose ever refrence..

1 rose: Love at first sight
2 roses: Deeply in love
3 roses: I love you
6 roses: I want to be yours
9 roses: Eternal love
10 roses: You are perfect
11 roses: You are treasured, the one I love the most
12 roses: Be my steady
13 roses: Secret admirer (benlee says this is good and he'll use it. LOL.)
15 roses: I am sorry, please forgive me
20 roses: Please belive me
21 roses: I am devoted to you
24 roses: I am always thinking of you
33 roses: I love you with great affection
36 roses: I will remember our romantic moments
40 roses: My love is genuie
50 roses: Regretless love
99 roses: I will love you for as long as I live
100 roses: Always together until we grow old
101 roses: You are my one and only love
365 roses: I think of you everyday
999 roses: Everlasting eternal love

幸せのFeeling

2009-02-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

幸せのFeeling
shiawase no feeling
The feeling of happiness

DAMN I AM SO HAPPY

I once suspected that my ex liked that guy Initialed 'K'
WOW i heard they're together...
i am so lucky and happy to have made that decision to break up with her wahaha..

Once i remember on treetop walk , that guy piggy back her , and i was like so wtf jealous , well other frens say nvm its nth...

NVM from then on i knew something was wrong ... but WHO CARES? LOL hahahaha
at least i made the right decision WOOOOHOOOO

I am glad to announce that i am smart =DD

But sadly , the guy is not very good in terms of looks =/
so throw my face kns... at least i not very ugly omg that guy is like wtf?

ok end of story

I AM DAMN HAPPY WAHAHA =D

School Is Crap

2009-01-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Maybe i should edit a little
friends in school are all crap
well edit again not totally all.. there are still a handful of them which are good friends...

what i mean are friends that suck till their whole family die.. OOPS did i just cursed them?

just a slip of typing too fast , cursing isnt my forte.. LOL

how about i meet all of my friends and i act transparent ? hows the fucking feeling

fucking losers... i dont knwo why TW look up to them as if they are fucking god..
_|_ they are losers and i dont need them in my life.. who cares if they gossip about me.. that goes to show how important i am.. POPULAR FIGURE eh?loL

fucking shit, i really hate them... what to do? tahan la... LL suck thumb man

pEacE

Something Very VERY FUNNY

2009-01-09T14:03:00.001+08:00

Some idiot gay singing Mariah Carey's song

Some Nice Song to me

2009-01-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Kinda Old School but cute haha i like

I like this song =D

Disappointed with my timetable

2009-01-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

Monday - 830am-230pm
Tuesday - 830am-6pm
Wednesday 8am-515pm
Thursday - 915am-8pm (WOW)
Friday - 945am-515pm
SATURDAY - 10am-3pm (PUI)

I am so disappointed with the saturday slot!!
i cannot go clubbing leh lidat
WTF
how can?
i must club , its fun =D
hahaha LOL

Happy New Year 2009!! BYEBYE 2008

2009-01-01T15:35:00.001+08:00

2008 was a crappy year..
hope that 2009 will be a better one for all of us =D

happy new year everybody=D

Remote Control - Control a Woman

2008-12-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

So.. my cousin got me this remote , cool man

Operating Instructions :
1) point remote at subject.
2) push any button on remote
3) HOPE for the best
NO BATTERIES REQUIRED - POWERED BY POSITIVE THINKING

COOL SHIT.. LOL

For More Info pls visit
http://www.npw.co.uk/product/W4342/Remote-Control---Control-a-Woman

RtF

2008-12-20T13:35:00.000+08:00

Yay finally im back to using this shit... last time i invented this 'short form' RtF which actually stands for Relationship Total Failure...
Well now i guess i am able to use it!

RtF.haMZ - RtF.juN

HAHA RTF ROCKS!!

i mean it looks nice so it rocks , not failing rocks.
LOL

relationship is a bad thing yet a good thing
shit man its so hard to get over a freaking person

rawrrrr

21 things girls don't realize

2008-12-14T20:51:00.001+08:00

1) Guys may be flirting around all
day, but before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl
they truly care about .
2) Guys are more emotional than you
think, if they loved you at one
point, it'll take them a lot longer
then you think to let you go, and
it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the
only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is
far from what you are thinking. And
he'll assume he did something wrong
and he'll obsess about it trying to
figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his
problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to
give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE
THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to
describe girls. They rarely use
beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy
uses that, he loves you or likes
you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in
front of the girl, he will think
about it for the next couple days
or until the next time he spends
time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and
laid back, he's probably faking it
and he is really thinking about
something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy
about the girl, he really is .
13)When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to
me"
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen
that often, so when it does, you
know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing
but somehow are drawn even more to
them
17) A guy would give the world to be
able to read a girl's mind for a
day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems
on his own.
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND
HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE
REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE
WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago
and he loved you he probably still
does and if he had one wish it
would be you to come back into his
life

i found this on friendster cool eh?

Get Over

2008-12-14T13:55:00.000+08:00

Get over all these crap, its been a mistake being with her from the start till now its been a huge mistake. finally i awaken from my deep sleep and now i am sober.
at least i awake earlier and not be stupid and continue my stupid mistake loving someone who dosent really deserve my love.

i feel stupid loving her , why haha...
her friends always comes first..
i am nothing to her..
she do things never think of consequences. ( still dare say i talk never think )
pcb la fuck all these people

Im going to live my life better then u all , fuck u bitches i don wan u back

Dulan

2008-12-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

I fucking hate ppl who have no sense of time at all.
I fucking hate ppl who are fucking IRRESPONSIBLE.
I fucking hate ppl who like to bitch and gossip like no end at all.
I fucking hate ppl who kpkb like their whole family die , but u cannot say them.

CCB fuck them la... whole family die _|_

knn pu bor spoil limbei mood
PUAAA CHEEE BYEEE
FUCKING LOSERS
LIMBEI SIBEH BUAY KEH YAN _|_

Piano

2008-12-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

I love my piano lessons , everytime i learn new things .. my piano teacher like my close relative lidat , can read my mind one ah
i feeling in love he also know..lol~
ahhh such a nice teacher..
will miss him when he goes to london man

Trust

2008-12-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

Who should i trust now ..
i really dont know whose saying the truth
even if both are true , which should i choose to believe
confused , haiz
vexed
haiz
stressed

Truful Theory

2008-11-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Let me share with everyone a truful theory which applies in our daily lives.

Everyone stand up and hold up ur chair , with ur hands straight..
how long can u hold it up for?
no matter how long u hold it up for..
at the end u still put it down the floor..
WHY?

Cause u got tired, ur hands are tired from holding the chair for too long...
this applies in real life , how much can we tolerate?

a new thing learnt today?

pEacE

Ties

2008-11-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

So happy my uncle went thailand,
then he saw some ties
then he thought of me
then he bought it for me
then he come back singapore
then he gave it to me
then i found it very nice!!

Thank u Uncle hahaha

Hope my cousin don get too frequent asthma attacks =[

pEacE

Song that got me hooked recently

2008-11-09T12:52:00.001+08:00

let me share a song with everyone

Gastric

2008-11-03T19:32:00.001+08:00

Gastric pain sucks , i swear

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-10-27T20:08:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

Jealousy

2008-10-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

Why suddenly people will feel jealous?
i dono why can someone explain to me... LOL

pEacE

Sian

2008-10-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

I think i got gastric stomach so fucking pain
yawns
blog is boring as ever
with losers around in the world is even worst
curse these losers whole family die =]

pEacE

October babies

2008-10-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to all my october birthday friends like ee seng zhao kai and ming ming
others i dono liao so not my fault =/

11oct saturday went to fashion bar , but before walking over my friends and i stopped to watch people seating the gmax thing , so scary ah? not worth it to pay so much though...

went into the pub like ard 930 , ordered drinks play game and all....
fun fun fun lol
drink a fair bit of alcohol , but was sober at the end of everything just damn tired man left the place like ard 230 am .
reach home cannot sleep sian ji pua watch television till my head start to ache
then i finally slept ard 330am ... loL woke up at 1pm later part omg

it was so fun la HAHA see people getting drunk and all >.<
swear i gona laugh at them on monday =D

pEacE

Edward Cullen

2008-10-01T13:27:00.001+08:00

EHHHHHH who watch what edward cullen or is a fan of him...

i wan find one song lei "piano" de song... as in the music sheet ( piano score)

i managed to get it from a friend the song , come msn me if u know =] ty

pEacE

Back from kl

2008-09-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

back from my kl trip shall update when pictures are sent to me? i'll try lol

Exams are over!!

2008-09-19T15:48:00.001+08:00

Exams are officially over , and im going to kL saturday morning
only be back i think on tuesday!!
im gona have alott to eat a malaysia admire me =D

pEacE