21 things girls don't realize
1) Guys may be flirting around all
day, BUT before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl
they truly care about .
2) Guys are more emotional than you
think, if they loved you at one
point, it'll take them a lot longer
then you think to let you go, and
it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the
only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message
like "You know
what?..uh...nevermind.." would make
him jump to a conclusion that is
far from what you are thinking. And
he'll assume he did something wrong
and he'll obsess about it trying to
figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his
problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to
give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE
THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to
describe girls. They rarely use
beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy
uses that, he loves you or likes
you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in
front of the girl, he will think
about it for the next couple days
or until the next time he spends
time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and
laid back, he's probably faking it
and he is really thinking about
something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy
about the girl, he really is .
13)When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to
me"
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen
that often, so when it does, you
know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing
but somehow are drawn even more to
them
17) A guy would give the world to be
able to read a girl's mind for a
day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems
on his own.
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND
HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE
REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE
WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago
and he loved you he PROBABLY still
does and if he had one wish it
would be you to come back into his
life

Tomorrow is the start of my 13 weeks attachment
lots of shit is going to come.. must tolerate!!

im quite sad
i have lesser time to spend with my friends , family and especially her..

ewwww i hope my schedule not so tight tight one

all the best for me =]

hehehe 13 weeks faster end!

Went out with vonn today hmmm.... went to watch movie.
i booked tickets online last night *worrying i might not buy it today*

haha, ok the movie was *thread of destiny*
hmmm... overall i rate 2.5/5 stars
hmmmmmm...... i dono what to say about this movie
very cliche of what a jap life would be..

i was uterly dissapointed by the ending it was...... =.=

had icecream and bubble tea... haha power eh?
we sorta like skipped dinner.. so kinda hungry now!!

got to eat something. and gain some fats? =D
and after that i will not be fat.. sadly =x

woooHooo=D!

Woooooo dam happy for some reason hehe
find out urself if u wana know why...

anyway done my referral today
it was totally different from the last paper i took
totally crap, none of us could understand
all praying to pass!!

after referral
i went to simei find vonn have dinner lol
then walk walk then go home =]
oh then i go auntie house... they went overseas
so need help start the car engine, else battery die sad...

sibeh song ah, start the audi tt =D wah wah wah...
sadly cannot drive la... ewwwww...

shiawase de feeling =D

Firstly, happy father's day.

Oh... went out to bugis National Library to 'study'...
yeah with gavin lynn and GILBERT.

lols gilbert power, alot of tips from him...
to think the paper was 2 terms back ...
okie must study..

go suntec eat what sundanese food...
with family duh...
not bad eh..

went carefour walk walk.... buy mango juice..
then while waiting to pay money, got 1 IDIOT fucker step on my leg
and juz walk away like his mother die nothing happen
i say fuck u cb, he never seem to heard..
so i conclude.. his mother die bodoh.. kena aids

oops !!! violent post

Emo..

Yesterday was bro's gf's bdae
in other words
lynette's birthday

lols lao cha bor liao =x
OOPS

went lunch eh... my mother shoot me say i loner noone share food with me
zzzzzzzzz
then after that ask me share with her... WTF? i shoot her back.. =D

at night went out find shawn and his gf... then its like
2 couples and 1 huge lightbulb

suddenly shawn say .... " eh u very kelian "
then they started holding my hand ....
really making me look dam pathetic -__-

what a day... LONER

just another song sharing session


Travel to the moon
kimi wa nemuri yume wo toku
dare mo inai hoshi no hikari ayatsurinagara
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Travel to the moon
You're sleeping, solving a dream
while the light of the deserted star pulls the [puppet strings]

tsuyoku naru tame wasureta egao
kitto futari nara torimodosu
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
I forgot to smile in order to be strong
I'm sure that if we're together, I can get it back

* kidzuite
I'm here waiting for you
ima to wa chigau mirai ga attemo
I'm here waiting for you
sakebitsudzukete
kitto kokoro wa tsunagu ito wo tagutteru
ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni
no need to cry
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Realize that
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
continuing to shout
Surely my heart is reeling in the string that connects us
No need to cry
in order to wake me up that time

Travel in silence
te wo nobaseba fureru noni
kimi wa tooi
sore wa omoide no naka no koto
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Travel in silence
When I stretch my hand out, I feel you, but
You're far away
It's within my memories

koe ga kikoeru me wo tojireba
chiisana itami sae itoshikute
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
When I close my eyes, I can hear your voice
Even the small ache is dear to me

mitsumete
I'm here waiting for you
kaze ni fukare hitori mayottemo
I'm here waiting for you
sora wo miagete
zutto kokoro wa te wo hirogete mamotteru
ano koro no kimi ga furikaeru made
no need to cry
。・☆。・☆・。。・☆。・☆・。
Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if I'm lost all alone with the wind blowing on me
I'm here waiting for you
My heart is protecting you all the time, my hands spread out
no need to cry
until you former self turns back

(Feel something　Feel nothing
Listen closely　Listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me　Where it's quiet
Listen closely　Listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

* repeat

credits to corichan.com
for the lyrics
loving this song

kinda worried..
woke up kinda early
vonn also wake up early like wow. earlier

but no reply leh, hopefully gone to sleep for more rest

Ok today last paper
soso la. some really dono
all the italian wine stuff i die... others can =D

after paper wait for yumin and her bf, went to PS together lols
met with evonne after that... went to buy tickets =D!
watched 'Ghost of gf's past'
had mac donalds for lunch... lols
wah wah dam happy eh
sent her home after which lols....
must tickle her more.. always tickle me instead of i tickle her eh
fun day man, wooooo

lovely

Study untill.....
headache loL!
at least is something i understand phew...
juz need alot alot alot of memory work!!!

la romanee conti -- one of world's more expensive wine!! loLs


rawrrrrr
study

shine after rain?
my school thing like sort of settle..

ahhh feel relaxed

had a chat with ming's bro
im not feeling the worst
he's feeling worst then me

well what he said dam true man
cannot take care of urself why go take care other ppl

life sucks
life aint great

need some metal songs to chill
shakes head with metal!!! RAWRRRRR

Fuck man, stop giving me attitude
whoever whatever
stop it
cant fucking take it
FOAD
DULAN

jinsei wa hontoni kanashi ne

tsumaranai

sei lo

fucking hate my school
full of shit
ccb.
what host teacher? useless teacher la fuck
they teach us to be so bloody 'good' to almost everyone

so naturally as students we expect everyone in school INCLUDING admins
to be like that right?

how did that bitch show attitude to me?
fuck her whole family die.

then now what? fuck all of them die
i curse all of them die
hope they kena aids all die
best all die serious die DIE JUST DIE
fucking die

useless scums wonder why they live and bring DISHARMONY to us

bitch xingxing, what a name u gorilla
hope u die of aids

suddenly miss kenndra alot
jie jie =.=
i so long never say 'jie jie' already lor
i miss the tune she makes
'dididididididiididididi'
lols.....

why i sound as if i got terminal disease, jk la
don have -_- don anyhow...

juz miss u

Why is today such a bad day?
full of crap.....
seriously
my school isnt as good as anyone thinks
it sucks to quite core

my sch teaches us how to be dam good to people
but the fact is so what even if i treat ppl well?
the ADMINS in the school
shows us attitude.
juz because i need to pay money for referal exam
i delay payment coz busy
they don let me take _|_
FUCKING CHEEBYE LA

and lastly i saw something i SHOULDNT HAVE SEEN
I dono how i should really feel now
i wana die
DIE
DIE DIE DIE DIE

life really sucks

jinsei wa kanashi ne

Passed....
as in i got my license already...

today drived from home to fetch my father, and back home again..
wah wah
ubi road really fucked up?
and my bro said its light traffic already...
overall not too bad...
juz need practice safety LOL
i check and turn together ... i too pro liao.. lOL

Yesterday 5th june went out with evonne
quite fun... happy =]
need i explain more? fun ok. FUN, happy, cute...
the movie was cute...


but now.. dono why
suddenly i feel so
stagnant
emo
haiz
WHY?

i dono why can anybody tell me why..
nandakore, wakarimasen.....
this feeling sucks
i feel lost...
i lost my sense of direction

SUDDENLY i found this phrase very interesting...


Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if I'm lost all alone with the wind blowing on me
I'm here waiting for you
My heart is protecting you all the time, my hands spread out
no need to cry
until you former self turns back