Kept on wanting to blog
but kept on forgetting..
dono why today rmb.. so blog lor..

i got not much to blog..
my life is boring..
attachment at banquet now..
not as bad as it ever seems..
maybe D&D (dinner & dance)
will be tough, haven been through that..
hope got more part timers come..
so i will be free from shit..

i feel like going for ice skating, do super stunt =x
dont know why..
anyway monday piano exam..
aiya my scales not good zzzz..
must practice..

5 more weeks.. if exclude this weekend
4 more weeks.. to end of this attachment..
like wow~

first time i receive tips.. zzzz
i feel like not human..
ppl gimme tips i like >.< thank u

felt like shit, cause i never thought i'd needed tips
i've been the one giving all the time
now i am the one reciving them zzzzzz

felt happy, coz i felt that my service provided is being appreciated
$20 shared among 4 people..
don't really know how i shld feel?
happy? for providing good service..
or like beggar..? for like eh thanks thanks zzz
i swear to work hard in life and be rich

money makes the world goes around..
fuck to those cliche people.. fuck u all
not happy press alt+f4
dont come kpkb me.. whatever

wow i fierce eh? scold ppl wtf?
whats gotten into me..
maybe just tired
blurt everything out
never pass by my brain and just type everything out again

sorry to whoever i hurt by saying all these shit..
im just too straightforward
and it will never change.. =/

ahhhh tired!!!
off to eat rice +_+ left over..
but cooked by my lovely mother..
appreciate their efforts..
but please stop kpkbing me
lols i hate nags +_+

this to my baobei..
hope u dont give urself too much stress
ur mp is finishing soon
work hard for the last few days..
stress these last few days
and see the fruit of what u've done
its a kind of pleasure and achievement
i'll try my best to be there for u..
love baobei <3

yawNzZz oink oink

It has been two months since me and baobei
has gotten together..

she gave me a surprise, the night before our anniversary
i gave her my surprise today...

i liked every surprise she gave me..
i dono how to show how i like it
but i really like it =]

hope she likes the surprise i gave her too =D
hehe..

she's getting stressed..
because we might not be able to meet for 1 week
im getting emo over it too..
but theres no choice.. haiz

i'll try my best to contact her as much as possible
i am so loving her so much..
love baobei..

about her blog post, no comments
only say i respect her decision
and continue loving u

Its been awhile since i last blogged..
so here i am... blogging >.<

ok, i was surprise by my cousin
she came back out of a sudden..
i didnt believe it..
shocked, abit happy.. but no time for her, sad for her =x

ok, unofficially today my last day of that stupid restaurant

going to banquet to pay back...
whatever work sucks..
nvm i've got my baobei's motivation...

i am so going to enjoy my time spent with baobei=]
hehE =D

got my results transcript..
didnt fare as well as i expected..

alright off to drawing..

enough of emoing
waken wide awake
thanks to allan for telling me things
maybe guiding me a little

going to be a more understanding person
trying don be so selfish anymore
and nevertheless
cherishing every moment spent with her.. =]

Im afraid just afraid..
noone understands me.. never will
its hard to explain..

could only say..
theres already a pain instilled within me
i dont want the same thing to happen to me once again
i might be just thinking too much
but..
say me selfish..
i cannot take another blow

being selfish to others leads to being good to urself..
but why i chose the other way?
being selfish to myself.. and let others enjoy & happy..

dont ask me.. just want people ard me to be happy..
i may be smiling all day long..
but seriously am i happy?
i ask myself .. i dont know..
maybe i think pulling a long face looks scary?
i dont wana look scary...

maybe i see a satisfaction out of people's happiness..
and realize that i can never be really happy..
by realizing i cannot be really happy..
i try to make people around me happy..
is it that hard to achieve true happiness?

i hate work im stressed..
hA|zZz

i've been very depressed recently..
hanging on real tight with all my strength

In My Opinion

people communicate for a reason
or should i say
a person gets close to another person for a reason

what reason?
seriously, i dont know
if a guy gets close to a girl i'd say like
if a girl gets close to a guy i'd say like too
if a guy gets close to a guy, its normal
if a girl gets close to a girl its normal too!!

so why? why only when opposite gender then its different
because simple reason...
this world must be made of these 2 gender.. DUH
if gays and lesbians dosent exists
this theory will be very right...

i am so emo now...
argh!!! seems like many of her frens 'guys'
are treating her better then how i treat her..
i feel like useless dono how to treat her well

ARGH off to cousin house zzzz

Met baobei, came to my house and slack...
then i got tired i slept.. lols

aft that i was still too tired, so ...
sadly i didnt send her home =/
sorry baobei for not being able to send u home today ..
i promise that whenever i can be able to i will do my best to..

sent her to mrt, she going home alone =/

suddenly she sms tell me to open my drawer...
to my surprise i saw our photo!!
she printed it out...
i was so touched...
then she told me to flip behind where she wrote some words
which are very touching

i am so happy right now.. so touched and so loving her..
<3 baobei

23.06.09 - the journey that will never end.

i just love my time spent with baobei.. =]
loving, cherishing all the time...

today very tired...
even baobei say like..
ur eye super red ...
cannot hide le =x tired.. lols
baobei's gona gimme something on saturday
looking forward for it ... =D
its the thoughts that counts ^-^v

side note : john get well soon, don h1n1 best... jialat. >.<

sick & tired of work, the fked up feeling about work is coming back =X
hope this NO PAY attachment faster end!

hehe overall im very happy.. piano exam coming soon need pracitce more!

LovinG BaoBei <3

I am glad my dear is recovering from her knee injury
although she's very afraid of pain..
lols i can feel the effort shes putting in =]
for many things..

hehe spent my off day with her again today
watched the movie 'up'
hmmm cute movie
but no logic.
just watch it for the sake of cuteness ok?

lols=]

loving my dear

i think gona have stomach problem soon
suddenly feel abit constipated for these few days ..
haiz sad.. why my tummy owas got problem..

better don sick, sick need pay back the stupid hours
unless h1n1...
haiz why is life so unfair?
pay back my shit la..

must bite through this and complete my diploma
i must complete it!! rawr

im planning for a big surprise..
i dont have much time ..
i hope it goes well..
because i still dont know whether to do that one thing!
that small minor detail that makes a big difference..

time is a great issue..
SURPRISE =]

spent 3 days of 'mc'
with vonn and family..
had a great time as always..

my baobei must stop emoing ler...
if u cry i will dry ur tears with love..
never forgetting i will try my best to be there for u..

LovE, tJ